I've never had a problem until now, I've been going here for almost 7 years and I just recently lost my husband and it just seems like they don't care or understand what I'm going through. I have 5 children and I need help but they're making me feel like I'm a problem/causing a problem for asking for help. While yes there are a few underlying circumstances to my case I have never abused medication or caused any kind of problem. Kevin wasn't just my husband he was my best friend and we were together for 16 years married for 10 years.... And I don't think I'm asking for much, just help to get me through this very difficult time in my life. I feel like my entire world has been shattered into billions of pieces and my anxiety/panic attacks are out of control right now, extremely out of control and I hate that my children see this happening to me, it's just making it harder on them, it's not fair to them.